20.10.06
-

20.10.03
new place

16.08.03
-

22.06.03
where is everyone?

10.05.03
also, he gave me a hickey the other day

20.04.03
hi.

16.04.03
-

28.03.03
judas iscariot had god on his side

28.03.03
-

17.03.03
-

17.03.03
2012 is coming.

17.03.03
um

11.03.03
solitude

09.03.03
pre-dawn

06.03.03
peter, stolen goods, dead monkeys

05.03.03
earth signs

04.03.03
it might just be all the coffee

28.02.03
-

17.02.03
dad

04.02.03
your skin

18.01.03
-

15.01.03
the way the camera follows us in slo-mo

11.01.03
awake

11.01.03
ok

10.01.03
looking frantically for a way out

06.01.03
alienating everyone but like one person with astrology shit

04.01.03
peter

26.12.02
i lay down beside you

25.12.02
everything is covered in glitter

23.12.02
the 11th house

22.12.02
the quadrivium.

21.12.02
xep is home

19.12.02
reality

16.12.02
tonight and the heart and love and school

10.12.02
beautiful dream

10.12.02
oh yeah

07.12.02
a service for a service

05.12.02
-

30.11.02
der kreuz

29.11.02
enjoy

25.11.02
voicemails

21.11.02
yoshimi

20.11.02
the moment

20.11.02
i want to go back to the bubble now pls thx

18.11.02
the days

15.11.02
waiting for dawn on november 16

13.11.02
chaotic love express

12.11.02
how can i help you?

12.11.02
peace

11.11.02
today: lame.

08.11.02
-

05.11.02
* is the new black

05.11.02
everything this week so far

05.11.02
megan

01.11.02
insight from the direction of xep

29.10.02
a morning marked on me, indelible, but now it is over

26.10.02
resolution, in a nice font, as venus peaks in retrograde and i come to a realization about the nature of my relationships

26.10.02
chocopa speaks my mind for me a lot

26.10.02
pack your bags, we are going to...

24.10.02
ultraviolet

21.10.02
morning

20.10.02
engrossed is the bee of my mind

20.10.02
there's two white horses followin' me

18.10.02
pictorial evidence, it was real

13.10.02
"maybe i'll come visit you in dreamtime." "you already have." "true, true."

10.10.02
rescue

10.10.02
lovers, why do they leave?

08.10.02
she is right.

04.10.02
a lot of scattered thoughts in the morning in new york city

26.09.02
oceanic

23.09.02
p.s.

23.09.02
uptown, downtown, everywhere between

22.09.02
at best, hard to pin down

19.09.02
oh mother of bliss

17.09.02
and all your thoughts, yeah, they rock

09.09.02
sniffing

04.09.02
oh

28.08.02
let the light let the light let the light shine shine

26.08.02
sage

20.08.02
summer becomes golden, beautiful

10.08.02
i bomb korea every night

04.08.02
mania

03.08.02
girl-boy with a big fat girl vagina.

03.08.02
are you sniffing me?

31.07.02
concern

28.07.02
back to one

26.07.02
gathering power before midnight in upstate new york

25.07.02
and that my nature is joy

24.07.02
in the longhouse on a full moon

23.07.02
letter to xep

10.07.02
you and me and the devil makes three.

04.07.02
oh don't be shy

02.07.02
the wheels are the things on the car that make contact with the road

27.06.02
abrah, tonight, on a wet sidewalk

20.06.02
gestalt

17.06.02
cravings.

16.06.02
new york city

12.06.02
although wholeness is eternally incomplete.

10.06.02
mahadeva shambo

04.06.02
the people

01.06.02
jon, neptune, psychic energy

29.05.02
being at omega

09.05.02
idea, and farewell for some time

26.03.02
just to see my holly home

25.03.02
fire

25.03.02
cold dissed.

24.03.02
for us to notice the look in it's eye

23.03.02
oscillation, fun things, life lessons, porn

21.03.02
you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

20.03.02
i did what i did before love came to town

18.03.02
kidnapper to the underworld.

17.03.02
rock lobster.

17.03.02
flowerbeds, yarn hair

16.03.02
small thing about xep and last night

15.03.02
om fucking shanti.

12.03.02
violet millican.

12.03.02
sugar

12.03.02
rape. rape.

11.03.02
body stuff, sad girl with guitar, thumbcut.

09.03.02
willa cather. oakland. die livejournal. featuring: bad grammar, boring life details.

07.03.02
scattered

05.03.02
sex, astrology, artists with leo rising, my hair

03.03.02
grelly eats nuprin.

03.03.02
cranky sunday.

02.03.02
oh so incredibly drunk at noisepop

01.03.02
windy thursday, and now it's four hours into march.

28.02.02
noisepop, day two.

27.02.02
noisepop day one.

25.02.02
hydrolic acid

24.02.02
24 hours is a long time. scattered entry with arbitrary punction and obvious time skew. at least one omission and at least one lie.

22.02.02
plains

22.02.02
japanese avantgarde music, mocha, weblogging, far away friends, women.

21.02.02
very boring entry with mostly reports of events. this entry depends far too much on the static nature of time as humans see it. ok maybe not.

02.18.2002
when we are lost in carlisle

15.02.02
spanning time

11.02.02
wordless

07.02.02
FIRE AWAY that's what they SAY WHEN WE'RE TOGETHER

04.02.02
hi i totally feel good

30.01.02
interconnectedness

29.01.02
i'm a dick today.

28.01.02
pre dawn synergistics, gross information about my physical relationship with peter

27.01.02
my mom. books. books. books.

26.01.02
let's unite, tonight

24.01.02
exposition is the enemy.

23.01.02
oops, i spilled my guts

20.01.02
oxygen rocks

18.01.02
aphex twin, ocd, etc

16.01.02
a sad day

01.15.02
-

13.01.02
-

12.01.02
last night and today

10.01.02
FAQ

10.01.02
reed application: sent

08.01.02
exploitation!

07.01.02
lovin, singin

06.01.02
everything, as usual

05.01.02
maikok

04.01.02
fucked up dream

03.01.02
fuck you.

01.01.02
ok hi 2002.

29.12.01
forrest

29.12.01
nothing

December 25, 2001
fuck

December 24, 2001
foyer, cold, pizza, peter

2001-12-23
i wanted to write more here, about the sense of wonder i felt while watching myself experience the latter half of 2001, but everytime i started to write it, it just seemed kind of cloying, so i stopped trying.

2001-12-22
ten minutes, tonight

2001-12-18
head of hair and all the days

2001-12-16
lady baltimore, san francisco

2001-12-14
coffee

2001-12-14
nothing, really

2001-12-13
psychedelic love drugs

2001-12-12
my heart

2001-12-11
ryan shaw

2001-12-09
sleep dep, koinonea

2001-12-08
coleen

2001-12-05
do you see that particular white right now

2001-12-03
ew

2001-12-02
cracked out sunday

2001-11-26
bike, osx

2001-11-26
today in melbourne

2001-11-25
people next door in australia

2001-11-24
intuition

2001-11-22
yeah yeah

2001-11-16
movies, swans, divinities.org, scooter, joanna

2001-11-15
in australia

2001-11-10
this is your paradise

2001-11-10
gee, ya think?

2001-11-10
qualities that should hit the road

2001-11-07
terminal fuckup

2001-11-07
oh oh and you mary tyler moore

2001-11-04
i'm stoned.

2001-11-03
alex grey workshop, other stuff

2001-11-02
leave of absence for nanowrimo

2001-10-31
peter

2001-10-30
short sentences

2001-10-28
johnny

2001-10-27
braindead from tv in kileen texas

2001-10-20
don't have a shitty day, ok?

2001-10-16
piscean groomer, eddie bauer, hinduism

2001-10-15
recurring theme: understanding

2001-10-15
life has become deliciously ordinary

2001-10-13
bob dylan

2001-10-13
simple entry about this afternoon

2001-10-12
bottles

2001-10-12
oooooh yeah, goddamn, you wanna move, you gotta groove, you wanna say yeah yeah, you wanna get it on yeah, woo woo, yeah (insert rock n roll here)

2001-10-11
loved

2001-10-07
stichomancy; or, what i opened the book to at dawn

2001-10-05
you got to ACKSENTUATE the POZITTIVE

2001-10-03
my stomach hurts.

2001-10-01
i know you're changing, and goddamn you for that

2001-09-29
i know that in california, the waves break on the beach

2001-09-27
ok, actually

2001-09-21
WHAT I DID TODAY. with no paragraph breaks. some other stuff too.

2001-09-20
do over

2001-09-20
oh, everything.

2001-09-16
daydreaming

2001-09-13
corporeal

2001-09-11
drink away the part of the day that i can't sleep away

2001-09-11
today, my dad, and america.

2001-09-11
identification

2001-09-10
talk about it

2001-09-07
round

2001-09-07
oh suddenly calm. ready to fight again.

2001-09-06
you make me happy when skies are grey

2001-09-04
this here's the difficult third verse

2001-08-26
bag it, tag it, sell it to the butcher in the store

2001-08-26
rip it up on the playa

2001-08-24
still water

2001-08-24
honesty of reaction

2001-08-24
in the space between your bed and wall

june 27;
repetitive nature and materialism

june 12
absorbs complexity

apr 07;
teenwolf

mar 17
john finn's wife

mar 11;
quick thought about my friends who are artists

march 5;
time in surreal places

feb 14;
two things, with numbers.

jan 10
oh no no no don't stop

dec 20;
pere ubu

dec 5;
cabel stories

nov 23
she rides a submarine

nov 19
i warned you ten times

nov 13
please to be licking the screen

june 18
86 percent

june 16
blog this

mar 10
the feeling begins

june 13
beef mouth

mar 26
luna

mar 5
why can't we have a party every day?

mar 4
i hope i've landed on my feet this time

feb 28
<dzeinkopf> are you writing a secret journal?

feb 26
one two oh my god