06.03.03 - 2:48 am

wow, i think i just spent four hours unpacking dilligently. i went through peter's papers. he is the most perfect human alive. have you seen his eyes? they are so beautiful, they're hazel with rings of gold around the outside. when he gets sleepy or lost he drops back into them and they are clear and unguarded then. you can examine their colors freely as he searches his brain for time and space. other times he is an elf creature and his eyes are entirely made of jewels and stars, and you have to squint to shield yourself from the beauty. he doesn't know, though. he is like an animal who carries the most valuable truths, all of them are just beyond our grasp. there's a communication gap.

we were out of coffee today so i wandered out into the sunlight in my pajamas to find a cup. the man on the streetcorner selling robbed possessions was selling a pair fo boots just like the ones i have, and a jacob's ladder just like mine too, except one of the ribbons was a different color. that's how i knew he didn't rob me specifically.

i had four stuffed monkeys i didn't need anymore so i thought i'd send them on an adventure. i advertised on craigslist: FREE MONKEYS. and a woman named vegan_rebecca came to get them. because of her vegan status i trusted her implicitly. this was obviously a mistake because upon her arrival at my home she informed me that she was going to make a fur coat out of them. it's very sad but i let her have them anyway. i am very maternal about my stuffed animals. maybe it was a good lesson. but i kind of want to email her and ask for them back. poor monkeys.