26.10.02 - 4:14pm

my intuition is telling me that i don't want to be in this city anymore. i'm not sure it's time to leave just yet though, and i need to see what the tribe wants to do. in the meantime, i'm facing the whole world from a seasonal approach. i found i got so much more done at omega and everything was so much more valuable because i knew i was leaving after the summer. i realize that any place can be treated that way - with the knowledge that someday you are leaving, and because of that, every interaction is paramount and there is no time for pettiness, mistakes, or dishonesty. beyond the general usefulness of that approach, i do feel like SF is a temporary condition right now. what "temporary" means exactly, i do not know.