20.10.02 - 9:30 pm

excerpts from recent emails

now, we change. and with us, the universe.

     beep beep (honk if you exist)

Subject: all fruit all the time

you are waiting for your chariot of fruit loveing flakebombs to arrive and 
sweep you back off your feet which we will of course be doing any minute now.

      your tears are beautiful and the embrace of the universe is around you. 

we will put a candle on the table 
and put a plant in front of the candle so it casts a huge shadow on th ewall 
and then we will out line the shadow with paint and it will look forever 
like we are living in the shadow of huge houseplants.

don't worry about being sad because soon you will be
getting many hugs and adoring gazes from all of us and together we will
easily make enough light to radiantly transform every moment of breath
into the realm of the divine.

i will crawl into bed with you on certain mornings and say 
ellyanne today is someday get ready 

put on your red fuzzy ears, safteypin your skirt to your back 
pocket, wear striped socks and stand in the middle of a busy 
intersection yelling. i'll come find you,  blowing my conch the whole way.

the trees are just crazy orange and red and electric 
all over the place here in the northlands. its enough to send a young mystic 
swirling into ecstasy.

did i mention how i am bursting with love for you?

there will be no leaving anyone anywhere.