04.08.02 - 10:11 pm

fuck, i'm completely manic. that's all i can figure. i haven't slept very much for the past three days. three hours a night, a few nights in a row. i just stay awake thinking. thinking. thinking. i just realized, while prattling on in sleep deprived mania to qq, what needs to happen. i am going to make a list of all the topics that i would like to consider. hopefully after the list is made, i will be able to sleep, because i will be comforted by the fact that the tangents are bookmarked.

NEED TO CONSIDER...

-ancient meanings of jupiter and saturn vs modern day meanings
-possible tattoo of jupiter symbol on inner left wrist
-poem about the word hallelujah
- jungian theory of collective unconcious 
- past life regression therapy and possibly explain it away by falling back on jungian ideas
- personal adornment as means of self expression
-  recent foray into leadership at work and lessons learned therein
- possibility of newly available simplicity in life upon return home
- school
- my saturn square sun aspect, possibly email jamie in a panic about  that later this week
- my relationship with verbal communication, language
- possibility that i got lyme and that's why i'm manic
- possibility that i'm paranoid
- reason for lack of intense intellectual prattle at omega